If There's anything I could change about myself it would be...

The one thing I would change about myself would probably be how often I flip my pencil through my fingers. The habit started at the beginning of the year in Intro to business when I saw a kid flipping a pencil through his hands smoothly and without even trying. I was absolutely amused at this trick and decided to venture on my journey to learn how to do it. I finally got it after 2 months of obsessive trial and error. Anyway, the reasons why I would change are to: stop annoying everyone when I do it, lose focus in the middle of class, and get dirty looks when I drop it. I find myself twirling it without even noticing and it's kind of scary to be honest I don't ever recall when it gets in my hands or when I happen to notice it is happening. It's alos a little bit embarrassing to get called out by a teacher for "disrupting class" with my habit. Finally, when I happen to drop my pencil on my desk or on the floor I get a bunch of dirty looks from people. It's a lame habit to want to change but whatever.